Denied.

I didn’t block you

  Because I thought

    Maybe one day

You would stop

  The war against yourself

The war you’ve been fighting

  Since she broke your heart

    Seven years ago

The war you created

  To stay safe.

I didn’t block you

  Because I saw the

    Light in me, in you

I felt air energies

  Connecting

    And instantaneously

Saw us seeding, loving and nurturing

  A garden

    And in that ourselves

Wells of love pouring forth from our union

  And blessing the world.

I didn’t block you

  Because you kept showing up

    In random thoughts, day & night

Everything clicking

  & everything right

And maybe everything I was seeing

  Was also your sight?

Our names spelled out

  In the sky by the stars

A child playing

  Had the same scar that you have.

I tried to stare so hard

  Until I could tear through the scar

     And reach you.

I didn’t block you

  Because the heart don’t lie &

I knew you could only

  Deny our connection for so long

Until the truth leaped

  From your heart

    Into your hands

      And your fingers

        Hungrily texting me

          What I’ve known all along

& maybe if you haven’t blocked me

  Can we meet under the sunrise

    & stay until the sunsets

Because I can’t take anything less

  Until you allow me to give you more.