Who you are eludes me like I’m at a magic show.
You are my creative demise.
I try to find you through thick clouds of panic,
But I only find your disguise.
I go deep inside to question the truth
Which one of you is real?
Is it the stranger, distant and aloof?
Or the one I can really feel?
Are they both you?
If so, who am I?
Do they stick to each other like glue?
Can I see them with my eyes?
Will I ever know you?
Are you capable of being known?
I don’t know how to access you
When you sit there like a stone.